Realizations on My Birthday, After the Loss of My Parents

Holidays.. Special events… Various events and special occasions and dates still come around as usual after the loss of a parent. You can’t stop it. You know different times or days may be a struggle and you try to mentally prepare yourself. No matter how prepared you try to be, … Continue reading

Sometimes Feel Like Exploding From Having So Much to Say, Yet Too Stressed to Put It Into Words; Dementia

I know it has been awhile since I posted. I feel like I have a lot to say, but sometimes it’s just hard to get it out. It’s always something; one thing after another. I often feel like I could burst from everything I feel, think, and hold inside. Yet, … Continue reading

Feeling Loneliness With Others

I can stand in a room full of people & feel moments of such loneliness. I look around & wonder how can they all just go on like nothing is different? They make plans. They laugh. They relax & let their guard down. At times, I feel so different. I … Continue reading