Have I already mentioned that I hate dementia? Oh yes, I’m sure I have. It is something that comes pouring out of me quite often. We had seemed to reach a point that my dad was finally back to trusting me. He had been able to see past the blinding … Continue reading
I know it has been awhile since I posted. I feel like I have a lot to say, but sometimes it’s just hard to get it out. It’s always something; one thing after another. I often feel like I could burst from everything I feel, think, and hold inside. Yet, … Continue reading
Since I last posted my dad had to spend a few more nights in the hospital. That was a mess. Being as I am just feeling tired and kind of down right now, that will be a post for another day. My dad continues to have more health problems. He … Continue reading
Sometimes I feel like a terrible person. It seems like I keep going through cycles of having the same conversation with my stepmother. I usually feel so bad after these conversations. She knows that my father has dementia. It has been explained to her that it cannot be cured like … Continue reading
I can stand in a room full of people & feel moments of such loneliness. I look around & wonder how can they all just go on like nothing is different? They make plans. They laugh. They relax & let their guard down. At times, I feel so different. I … Continue reading